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DAY EIGHT | SELF CONFIDENCE | SELF LOVE PROJECT

DAY EIGHT | SELF CONFIDENCE | SELF LOVE PROJECT

DAY EIGHT | SELF CONFIDENCE

I asked him why he fell in love with me. After 13 years, it was always the same answer, "Your Sexy Confidence."

That relationship is no longer. I’ll save that story for another day. But I will forever remember those words.

Lately it feels as if I left that confident woman behind. Or stuffed her in the back of my closet along with those size 4 jeans. I swear one day I'll pull them both back out and work the room again. I know when he said confidence he was talking about how I speak my mind and know exactly what I want in life. Or maybe it's the way I talk to people with such a confident manner. Always laughing, never faltering. Batting my eyes and being the playful human being that I am. Being comfortable in front of strangers and making friends within minutes of meeting someone. The older you get, the harder it is to keep up. It's a constant battle. Most women struggle with this. I know. At times, I am one of them.

DAY SEVEN | GIVING | SELF LOVE PROJECT

DAY SEVEN | GIVING | SELF LOVE PROJECT

DAY SEVEN | GIVING | SELF LOVE PROJECT
"We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give."— Winston Churchill

I've learned I am happiest when I give my time to someone in need. I knew I was missing something in life but I didn't exactly know what it was. Then I was approached with an amazing opportunity to head to Haiti. I had no clue what I was to do there. But I knew I had to go. So I went. And it was the most amazing experience in my life. It changed me. I went thinking I would change the lives of these beautiful orphans and little did I know that they would change mine.

DAY 5 | ROMANTIC | SELF LOVE PROJECT

DAY 5 | ROMANTIC | SELF LOVE PROJECT

SELF LOVE PROJECT | DAY FIVE | ROMANTIC

inclined toward or suggestive of the feeling of excitement and mystery associated with love

I read love stories. And I'm not ashamed to admit it. Yes Twilight and The Hunger Games are high on my list, throw in a little 50 Shades Of Grey for a little kinkiness... I won't mind. I believe in love at first sight. I believe you should never go to bed mad at each other. I believe in having sex in the kitchen because you couldn't even make it to the bedroom once you started kissing. I crave passion and late night loving.